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You unexpectedly broke that glass again.
You're trying to put it back together.
Piece by piece you are looking for,
with very carefully.
But many pieces are lost.
I saw tears in your eyes.
However,
You stop putting it together,
You lost your enthusiasm.
Ah, never mind.
Maybe it won't be like before.
This is how it looks right now,
The broken glass that can no longer be perfect.
Just leave it like this forever.
Or you can throw it away.
Poor the broken glass.

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When everything is over,
that does not mean there will be no new stories.
When everything is over,
That means there will be a new story.

When everything is over,
let it go.
If that happens,
Never regret it.

Tomorrow will be better.
New stories are definitely better.
It might be difficult to get rid of those feelings.
But you can replace it with new feelings.

When everything is over,
It's not the end of everything.
When everything is over,
That means you have to start a new story.

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This morning, I met my friend named Silvia. She gave me a Chocolate Cheesecake. She said she makes it just for me. I feel so happy when I heard it because she still remembers that I love Chocolate Cheesecake so much.

Silvia is my old friend. I met her when I was a member of an organization. We always together and talking about a new idea for our organization. Sometimes she is so annoying, very annoying. We evermore argue about everything, so we can never get along. But, She is very kind and friendly. We have a lot in common, like we love cooking, playing a musical instrument and others. Sometimes, we talk about our hobby. She often asks me to play a musical instrument like a guitar or a piano and sings a song together.

This morning, We talk to each other, telling about every story that we have experienced in the past. After an hour we talking to each other, I was thinking about why she is so different. She is quieter than before. She is not a talkative person again. She is more often silent and not much talking. I'm so curious about why she is like that. So, I decided to ask her a question why she's so different.

Initially, She does not tell me why. But after I ask her again, she explained anything while she cries. She told me that after her mom passes away, her Boyfriend is decided to broke up with her without telling her why. Can you imagine? What if I or you in her position? How could he like that? Is he have a hearth? I think he's just a jerk. When I hear the story, I feel like I want to angry with this jerk. If he is in front of me, I will punch him many times until he falls. I don't understand why someone can be like that. But it was the saddest story that I heard from her. I feel so sad, even right now.

After she told me all of her stories, we decided to go to another place. I took her to my favorite place. And then, I tried to cheer her up there. After an hour of cheering up. I think she is feeling better. I hope so.

Hey Silvia, If you read this, I want to tell you that you are stronger than you think. Keep your positive vibe. As a friend, I will always help you anytime you need it. Thank you for always believing in me.

Thank you for the delicious Chocolate Cheesecake, It'll be the name of you in my contacts.



Bandung, 3 February 2020

I Love You :)

I love the way you listen to my stories.

I love the way you treat me when I'm feeling sad.

I hope, you know about this feeling.

I really love you.

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Why it's so hard to make you happy,

I've tried so hard to make you happy,

But I still always hurt you,

Make you feel sad,

Make you cry,

And make you feel broken.

Maybe I can only hurt you,

Make you cry and broken,

If I knew that my effort to love you hurting you,

I'd stop loving you and let other people do that instead.

But I kept trying and trying,

Without seeing you getting hurt,

Sorry for being stubborn,

Sorry if you feel sad and broken,

I should have known from long ago.

Sorry.